yo.. prepicnic over le... it was a fun 1.. water games were effective in the way that it really make ppl "high" haha.. ppl like me so inactive de oso wanted to play.. but i tried to stop myself from playing.. scare will sick... last few weeks always sick .. nv see doctor, scare that the sickness will come back ... but even i stopped, oso kena pour water.. haha.. quite cooling actually.. haha~~ suddenly i have the feeling for srsco n srsco alumni again... so strange... b4 pinic,my mentality was like "aiya.. alumni alumni loh.. nth to do with me... count me out" my conclusion is" a co shld organize more activities to restore their passion for the co" am i rite? ya.. i'm right.. haha~~ bo liao.. after that went to play pool with yik loong jason they all.. at 1st not going de.. coz i dun like to go those kind of smoky smoky places & i dun even know how to play.. but after the 1st try.. it isn't tat difficult as i tot.. haha ... it was fun oso... just that hands very tired.. anyway.. must thanks si ying !! my shi fu in teaching me pool.. haha.. after that went home le..
yesterday.. was quite fed up with some ppl.. got nowhere to release my anger.. so just blog it in a corner of my blog..
early in the evening ask whether who knows today de 1st lesson is E-lecture.. nobody knows.. not even a single sole notice that tml no lecture.. ok , nvm.. sms R whether he going early incase there is lecture .. he said he going.. ok.. den later ruan dong msg me asking for free ride to school in the morning.. den i say ok.. the next day morning which is today .. suddenly , LAST MIN says he not going sch early.. saying that a few other ppl oso not going to sch early... i promised ruan dong to fetch him to sch .. i cant reject him last min , or else he will be late.. some more i'm holding on to 3 ppl de admin cards to help them scan.. i cant be late oso if there is lecture.. wat the hell is this ?? everything oso last min den last min put me aeroplane... den reach sch liao,stay in the lab alone doing somekind of stupid research.. gets very irritated n disgusted by this type of attitude !! however.. 1hr later... i seem not so angry liao.. dunnoe why... i keep reminding myself not to forgive him but den it doesn't seems to work ... why i always angry with ppl in such a short period of time only?? is this gd or is this bad? shld i learn to be a bit more xiao qi ?? tend to 4give n 4get easily seems to be a gd thing to have.. but its like so unfair to me.. n... aiya.. dunnoe how to say la.. haiz... sad..
and today.. the most disgusting guy irritates me again... or shall i call him gay... the way he speaks , the way he walks , the way he pull his pants , the way he do things is more gentle den geisha ... n his face looks like william hung... i'm sry to insult william hung though.. he really makes me EEekkkk ... today, when R talking to me n a funny way... he will turn back n smile.. keep on listening to our conversation... he is er xin until i really scare of him.. compared to jun xing.. i'm more scare of him.. always kena shock by him when he suddenly appear infront of me.. AND he always loves to stand so close to ppl , especially when ppl using com.. today was a very gd example.. while i using the com.. yi xian was using the com behide me.. we talking to each other back-face-back when i turned back to show yixian sumthing, the guy face was just abt 5cm beside my ears.. when i turned.. i almost kissed on his face... wakao!! he's so scary... i suspect he is watching wat i'm doing from dunnoe when... the feeling is like sooooooo ER XIN!!!! feel like vomitting infront of my com... feel like giving him a tight slap with gloves but i cant... got to pretend nth had happened... dunnoe he stand so close to ppl for wat... talked to R abt these b4.. but he keep siding him just becoz he is a quiet guy.. the more he sides him the more frustrated i'm... sometimes really feel like crying... T_T" do i really have to endure this kind of thing helplessly for the rest of my poly life?? T_T
ever since i entered nyp, i becoming more n more like a complain queen liao.. so many unhappy things happened to me.. once i step out of nyp , for instant .. when i'm with srsco alumni or in csco de friends.. i'm totally brightened up by my friends.. can smile , can laugh , can play.. on the other hand.. when in nyp.. its like i'm dropped inside a dark well full of shit .. cant smile n laugh often.. think i'm having a social problem with nyp ppl.. haiz.. wats wrong with me ?? upset sia.. hope these problem wun affect my studies...
oh ya... today i saw tammy again... she's kinda pretty sexy n outstanding among her friends.. isn't this my "honour" to see her everyday everywhere...?? -_-"
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